Haunting

Why do you haunt me so? Crashing through these walls I’m going, going, gone, and now where am I? Lost I tell you, gone and lost. Forever and a day staying here far from you I don’t care what you say, you’ve changed this you didn’t mean that well, I’m done so fuck you. Fuck not because I’m angry and not because I’m flustered and out of words if you prefer something more civil, then fine, remove your presence from me, escort your pompous, painfuly problematic being from me. I am as placid as you are presumptuous. You pretend to play and pout, presumably its your self-protective ego that grates my mind so, no it’s your whole being that gets me. That’s why I say fuck you. I am sick of explaining myself to such an unintelligent, ignorantly dense, foolish, empty shell of a person. Why put effort into insulting a pretender so vacuous as you? Simply save me the touble of running and leave me alone.

my view

That strong sun shines so brightly throughout the day, but I rarely see it. You say I’m not looking but where else is there to look? You see one golden sun and I see two gray moons. You say the roses are so red, but I see shades of pink. The view takes your breath away, but mine stops me in my tracks. You say look up at the stars but I can’t break my gaze from you.

Beneath that sky

Whispering my secrets to you, I let my heart pour out until I was no more.

beneath that gray winter sky, beneath the trees, freezing out the pain I let it pour. Foolishly trusting where I knew I should not stand,

A stepping-stone on your path, nothing more. You were through, done and gone. How could I be so ignorant, and naïve?

Beyond this transparent veil stands a shell, within that shell there is nothing. Its contents still beneath that gray winter sky, beneath the trees where you left them.